I was watching the lastest SBS korean drama ” let’s go to the beach”… Even though the story board is as usual… but the context is so different… it seems that what people really liked about the drama is indeed the story board… so predictable and yet unpredictable… ha ha…

while i was watching the drama, which I usually watch online, i started thinking about what I have done in the past few weeks… I have been back to my home country for over 2 weeks. I have been busy with settling down… it seemed that i am taking another private NOC program… where I had to settle a lot of things on my own… maybe my expecation of this journey is so different from what I have done… i was thinking of taking this opportunity to learn as much as I can to equip me with some experiences in big corporation… luckily, I am in such an environment where start-up practices still work… nonetheless, there is the big corporation name up there… certain things have to be done in certain way…

i think i was pretty cloesed in the past few days… i am suffering from multiple standards… i am in Beijing (chinese land) working in a company that was not orginally from china… cultural differences are there… i can adapt the western part more easily than my OWN cultural part… I think I made the right move to experience such cultural shock as early as possible… i see it as ‘life training’ that I have to go through it in my life…

I am not sure if I can say i am lucky… In fact, i am feeling bad about what’s happening back in SV… the company I used to work in the past year is not in any good shape… i am concerned for my friends who work there… hope things can be sorted out easily and smoothly… Good bless!!! my dear bosses and co-workers… we have done great things in the past and even though we might need to suspend the process for a while… it might be a good way to get it around… the market is there and we just need to figure a way to get the message out! we can do it! simple because I BELIEVE…

I heard some good news from S.V. too… my two good friends in S.U. brought some of my new friends around on campus… thanks to their help, we help this new company to grow as fast and as healthy as possible… However, I am not sure if they have visited some of the places that Prof T.K. has brought me around… Hope they had fun… they will be visiting SV again… then, i can ask Z. to bring some gifts for my friends =)

Come to talk about prof Tk… i am not sure how things are going around him… there might be some miscommunication between the two of us… according to H., it might be the wrong association…..who knows… he has not resonded to me at all ever that single incident happened… maybe he has completely changed the way he sees me… I have no control over it… what I can say is that… i did change while i was in the valley… I became better… much better than before… i could sense it… i am a good person with a good heart…. PERIOD… let me borrow one of the old sayings we often borrow. ” live your own life… ignore the noisy stuff”… i don’t have to prove anything to anybody in this world… I have done great things… I don’t have to claim that i was me who did it… other people could definitely do as good as or ever better than what I have done… nonetheless, my principles have never changed… possessing a positive attitude to live life and contribute back to the society… i think the miscommunication will resolve as time goes by… things will sort out eventually… take care and all the best… take care of your health my dear prof… that’s the only thing that you can never re-gain!!! don’t play entrepreneurial games on your health… it can be challenged but not damaged.

So many friends to keep in touch with… I just simply hope everyone is enjoying what they do.. things sometimes do not follow your will… take it easy and take it as a chance to practice and learn… then, it will become much better…i have a lot to work on too!

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